Monday, January 3, 2011

Vamos

You have a nice-looking family. Have a pleasant day.




As the ebony man with the lazuline LA Dodgers cap and dark sunglasses saunters up Saint Paul Street, I wonder if his mystique is that of one cool dude or a clairvoyant.

We've always been a nice-looking family, if not always a cohesive one.

    My silence

        Mother and sister's constant bickering and backlash due to their similarities

            Father's silence

        My silence and father's silence

                                                                                  Slammed doors

                 Raised voices

                                                                   The Paddle

                                                                                                          The Bible

    Mother said I stopped smiling when I was six

        Mother said sister and I would be heartbreakers one day

                                                  Father wasn't always quiet with the ivory women

    Mother's tears make me murderous

Sister and I will likely never marry and will kill the family line

But we've stayed together. We wait with others in the rain for the Bolt Bus. Mother stands under the shelter of sister's umbrella so the rain doesn't mingle with her tears. Father's sun-yellow hat keeps him dry. I'm wet and ready to go. But sister is the only one leaving – to Argentina. She wishes to visit as many Spanish-speaking countries as possible while I want to mold this melting pot mess of a country in my hands. We're married to the move. We go and we go and we go.

Hasta luego, little blackbird. Vaya con Dios.



3 comments:

  1. Few pieces you have written have moved me as much as this one.

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  2. While I respect your ability to write metaphorically, your stuff can land even stronger when you snapshot things from your life. And this is perhaps the strongest of those, which is the long way of saying "What he said."

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